This speaks to me, and I feel like Chloe is looking inside my own heart and put my feelings into words.
Chloe, I am more proud of you than you will ever know! Never stop shining and sharing your love!
misschloe:
walking into my old room is like stepping into the past.
i’m looking at photos, and memories of the life I had a year and half ago - but it feels like it was never mine at all.
let me clarify - that is not meant as a bad thing. i am happier since i last thought i was my happiest. i hope that makes sense. i had a bit of a panic a few weeks ago, wondering if i was chasing after the wrong things. but after talking with my parents, and other people close to me, they helped me believe again that i can’t let someone else’s words erase the assurance i feel about the current path i’m on. they believe in what i’m doing, they support me, and they tell me they’re proud. i’ve never been the kind of person to do things for me, in high school people would ask me what i wanted to do in life and i would say “make my parents proud.” i took a risk, did something for me for the first time, and those people have told me “we’ve never been more proud of you.”
sometimes it all works out.
i love my life. i value each breathe. and though it’s often really, really hard, and it hurts; it’s been better than i imagined my 22nd year would be.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
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